It is really not a good time to be emotional, but you can't make that decision looking at the cloudy, rainy weather outside the window. Yellow leaves start falling. Your heart and mind are heavy with many thoughts about a complicated relationship, which does not let you start a new one, nor feeling safe in the current one. Either staying or leaving is not ideal because there are too many external factors affecting your decision. A coffee in the morning calmed me down, but it does not make m…