Love is patient

It is really not a good time to be emotional, but you can't make that decision looking at the cloudy, rainy weather outside the window. Yellow leaves start falling. Your heart and mind are heavy with many thoughts about a complicated relationship, which does not let you start a new one, nor feeling safe in the current one.

Either staying or leaving is not ideal because there are too many external factors affecting your decision. A coffee in the morning calmed me down, but it does not make me feel warm until I saw your email.

Maybe years later, I will come back here and laugh at my own writing today, but for the time being, this is about my feelings for today.

Hello Fall 2024,

Tony